चाहता हूँ ।

मुझे तुमसे कोई ज्यादा उम्मीद तो नहीं मगर हाँ ,

चाहता हूँ कि तुम मेरे हाथों लिखें सारे पत्र पढ़ो और रखो तुम अपनी गुप्त अलमारी में।

चाहता हूँ जब तुम रात्रि काल में अपने नयन को बंद करो तो मेरा अस्तित्व प्रतीत हो तुम्हारी पलकों तले।

जब तुम मेरे तोहफ़े में दिए हुए जुमके अपने कानों में पहनो तो, एहसास हो मेरी नर्म सांसों का जैसे चूमता था में तुम्हारे कानों को कभी।

चाहता हूँ एकांत में बैठी जब अपने ह्रदय की धड़क सुनो तो तुम्हें मेरी हसी की याद आए,
जिसकी वजह आज भी तुमसे हैं।

चाहता हूँ तुम्हारे साथ हमेशा रहना, मगर हाँ कभी किसी मोड़ पर साथ छूट जाएं तो अपने सायें को देख कर मेरे होने की याद आए तुम्हें।

चाहता हूँ जिस स्वर्ग के बारे में मैंने सुना हैं हमेशा, वो स्पर्श तुम्हारी गोद में रखकर मिले।

चाहता हूँ तुम रखो मुझ पर हौंसला तब भी जब मेरा ख़ुद पर से भी आत्मविश्वास डगमगाए।

और आखिर में चाहता हूँ तुम्हारा कीमती समय जो तुम्हारे साथ बिता सकू, और मेरे ह्रदय में हो तुम्हारे लिए यह प्रेम सदा की जीवन भर बस तुमको ही चाहता रहूँ।


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There’s a recital of the poem I’ve recorded and posted recently on Instagram. And thought of sharing it here too. I hope you listen to it to get the feel out of it.

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Sumit Yadav(25), popularly known as SumitOfficial, is a blogger from Mumbai who has been writing since 5 years, and has posted 600+ Blog Posts till now. He is an MBA and works in an Educational Industry in Mumbai as a Senior Career Consultant. His spare-time activities include creative things like -- Acting, Photographing, mimicking, singing. He has worked with Radios, appeared on National TV, interviewed authors, appeared on newspapers for multiple activities, and has written reviews for magazines. Also, he's been consistently writing offline in his journals for more than 875+ days now. He believes in Continuous Progression, and Exponential Growth. 

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147 thoughts on “चाहता हूँ ।”

  1. वाह…. बहुत खूब सुमित भाई
    ऐसे जज्बातों कॉल अल्फाजो में बयां करना बहुत मुश्किल होता है

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  2. It broke all records of romanticism. It was lovely listening to you, reading you and looking at you….
    I am elated….
    चाहता हूँ तुम रखो मुझ पर हौंसला तब भी जब मेरा ख़ुद पर से भी आत्मविश्वास डगमगाए।

    I loved it💛

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    1. This time I didn’t want to make things to intimacy. I wanted to portray that time when I need an emotional support. Although, in the very beginning I said, I don’t expect much but still…..

      I knew this is going to be your kinda love and hence I reposted it. My efforts are worth now. ☺


      1. Here when you say this..let me tell you one thing
        I love your work. Your poetry depicts emotions of an artist.
        Even when I tell you, it doesn’t uncomforts me.. there’s this side of me which still…you know right..I need not say…

        But when you write, like this one it touches me, it soothes me and the words itself comfort me…
        I love this side of yours without offense to that one.
        This makes me very much comfortable and it makes me believe in love and people who could love in this manner.

        Even when you use words which has an erotic touch in it..it doesn’t really pleases me…
        But these real talks win me over and again. So much so that I overlook what I don’t like….

        And trust me you have known me…I mean I am just glad and may be more than it….


      2. You say that because you’ve read that now, and to write that, I had no other than to get out of that pain.
        As they say, pain needs to be felt. And until and unless you don’t feel it, you cannot get out of it.

        You may take the temporary solutions to do drugs or make an art.

        No, I don’t get it maybe.. Maybe you need to tell that to me.

        It’s nothing but vulnerability, Rashmi. A side which not many people can even feel at that particular time, later on they realise, to make an art of it is what my resort was. It comforts you because it reaches the string of your heart where you had the feeling but without words. Today, you realised yourself there when you listened to it.

        I did know you. Yes!

        I’m so sad to know that my eroticism doesn’t please you. :/ 😦


      3. You don’t have to be sad because you don’t have to please me all the time…
        You know I can’t keep things to myself for long…
        I had to tell you but you see you knew it already..
        My invalidation on it should not bother you .

        Your art makes you, people love it so you continue with that….

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      4. Leave everything aside I need your help just tell me one thing the comments you have made on my blog who is liking them other than me?

        Check the ones you did on influencer. Who else liked it…?

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      5. 😂 He’s gone now. I feel bad for that fellow.
        He should understand asking any other girl is a okay, but one should not play with the fire.

        She burns it.


      6. So today, as usual, I got an instinct about something and my hand started penning it down.

        Once I was done writing about it, I found it strange. Till now for this NaPoWriMo, I’ve been using prompt based on sex or erotism.

        But today, it was complete out of the box prompt. I guess, our conversation impacted it since yesterday.


      7. Mmm.. Let’s not spoil it then.
        I know for a curious mind like you won’t be able to control to wait till day after tomorrow 🤷🏾‍♂

        But you have to do that na, for us.


      8. My influencer was going through my posts, she rang me to ask who’s this guy that you have been talking via comments..
        As far as I know you, you keep away from guys


      9. You only know laxita…
        2of them are still unknown to you…
        My school time bff’s

        But other than friends there are some people who cannot be put in a box.. but they mean you a lot…
        Such is my influencer….
        And so are you my dear friend

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      10. You’re kind to put me in that list so quickly. It’s a privilege for me.

        Because as far as I’ve understood you, you take a lot of time. Days. Weeks. Maybe months give give someone a little space.

        To get such a sweetheart treatment from a reader and a friend like you is a bliss.


      11. To be honest with you, I’ve been away from blogging (not writing, I’ve been writing even on the hardest days) but then I wasn’t posting anything.

        Then this quarantine brought me back here on a regular basis.

        To find someone like you, it’s not happened since years. So yeah!


      12. Rather than saying trust me Sumit same here…
        I’ll convey my thing
        I ain’t regular with writing, it’s only when I can’t hold things anymore..or when I am overwhelmed I write…
        So when I don’t write, there is no point to even open up WordPress…

        So alike you I too thought quarantine time I can use to surf more and read more so I end up learning something..
        So I did…
        And here I meet you and I don’t want to leave WordPress for any reason….

        But at home there are so many things you need to take care of, people to be with, family time and XYZ so I sometimes have to leave conversation in between and go but my mind is all here…..

        And thus I found Sumit official


      13. You kidding me? We’re alike here again.
        We found q beautiful reason to be around. To read a lot of writers and bloggers here.

        To read each other. And of course, literature has a huge part in making us friends☺


      14. Afcourse it does but more than other people I read you…
        I mean I don’t bother to comment everyone but some of them actually write so well that I have to…

        You’re different from all others…

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      15. You know what the very first thing I loved about you was your English..
        You know I am so crazy about this language and till date I did not come across any single person to would have satisfied me with their English….
        Boys I guess I horrible with English 😂
        But you broke that stereotype…
        I am a big fan you see….

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      16. God! A teacher would always be a teacher. 😂

        So good that you found my English attractive, but trust me, I’m hearing this compliment rare because girls usually appreciate my looks, beard, my erotica, my communication, my voice or my fame. I get 90% of those compliments.

        But here I have my Miss Awtani, who think way too differently. I lived that.


      17. I can do that but you only taught me na that we don’t need anyone’s validation?

        I can read your work, but I would want you to trust me, and post it on the blog. I’m sure it’ll make sense🙂


      18. You think I’m stupid that I’ll keep it all night on my blog without being sure about it.
        I read your comment the moment you posted it, I just did not have time to revert back….
        That’s why I said you thank you🤗

        Roger that😅

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      19. I knew it cannot be you.. because you read it all a day before..
        When I opened the mail box it was that creep I was talking about yesterday…
        I blocked his site still I don’t know how did he access to my blog.. I was so pissed off at this🙄

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      20. Today I will definitely post something that is in my head which is so much inspired by your post…
        I’ll end up doing that.

        But more than anything else I am looking forward to what you gonna post today..
        I’m so excited about it…
        Pen- pal😎

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      21. You even remember the time when I post. 🙈

        You’re too smart, my friend. I liked that.
        But I’m not sure how good or bad it is, I just penned it down with whatever I had in my head.


      22. This is how I described you
        I told her that I met this person via WordPress only.. and he is so interesting you see. I is so creative. He writes so we’ll, I mean he writes everything that I long to hear.
        And when she started saying
        Ahaaa someone’s interested
        I put a full stop to her imagination…

        Then she asked me to send links so that she can have access to your work and she gets to know what impresses me. As she has always seen me anti towards guys for some reason…..

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      23. Damn! I hope the CBI of your Influencer doesn’t go after me. 😂

        I like her for how concerned she is for you. You are being loved and protected by so many beautiful people. Your people. I’m elated.


      24. Which one?

        This is not the one I’m talking about 🤷🏾‍♂
        My tomorrow’s prompt is Tattoo.

        I’ll post it day after tomorrow jiski baat me kar raha hoon.


      25. One thing I’ve observed, Rashmi.
        To see each others’ comments quickly, we throw two alternative comments with different questions, so when we’re done posting the first comment, we find the other one waiting for us. 😂🙈


  3. “चाहता हूँ तुम्हारे साथ हमेशा रहना, मगर हाँ कभी किसी मोड़ पर साथ छूट जाएं तो अपने सायें को देख कर मेरे होने की याद आए तुम्हें।” – Touched my soul. Beautiful writing! 😊 I love this type of your writing more.

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