As they always say, “Promise is a big word, either it makes something or breaks everything.”
Of course, we want to be happy and cheerful in life. And for that we’ve been keeping a lot of promises to others and ourselves too.
But if we talk about the process, it’s always been challenging for me. Just like everyone, I don’t like changes too in my life. I still remember the time when I had left everything back in Indore, my hometown, when I was 21-22 year old kid who’d just completed his MBA and came to the city of dreams- Mumbai.
Tonight, the prompt number 5 is for all the promises I have given to myself years ago when I had left everything behind before starting my new journey; here I’ve also mentioned the letters I’ve written to my old self, to never forget what I’ve promised myself before I get murdered, kill myself, or have a natural death.
I’m afraid of all the lies and
thoughts that kill my inner soul,
Hundreds of battles, I’ve pushed into
Thousand ways to end them all
Every step of life is a constant change,
My mind has completely lost control.
Lack of communication won’t solve the problem
Texting sorry won’t fix the broken heart
Pretentious smile are what you put on
Until the time it all starts
I seemed to have benumbed the pain
But somewhere my soul is lost
I can say, I’ve forgotten the hurt
And at that moment it hurts the most.
The letters you’ve written for me,
The promises you’ve given I wonder,
Can you come from wherever you are for me,
Before I kill and bury myself six feet under.
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