Emotional tears. They’re usually associated when one is in illusion, relief, and excitement. Tears have always been related to sadness and grief. But that’s not the case. Always.
I don’t know for how many years I’ve been not crying. In general, we, as humans, are so emotional that even if we see someone crying, it starts making us cry too. Even if we look at any wedding, anyone who has nothing to do with the bride but when they look at her crying, it starts making them cry too, doesn’t it?
And on the other hand, it’s completely opposite with me. I don’t know when did I become this cold hearted person that my tears don’t come out even at those times.
Recently, I was speaking with Divyani, my bestfriend, and she said in her wedding pictures there’s not a single photo in her Bidaai where I am crying. I was hugging her before the ceremony, and in during the time of departure, I didn’t cry.
I’m really bad at it. I am not the one who doesn’t get affected with this, but my life has a lot of moments which make me strong enough to see them as they are rather than crying over it. And I don’t know why it happens, but it does.
Although, it’s not the case always. I do feel really good about crying when I am in joy, at times. Either I sob in my anxiety, or cry out in happiness. There’s no in between.
In tonight prompt number 12, When a starboy cries, he sheds not tears but light, I’m sharing a piece in which you’ll see mg tears of joy:
My stars are crying not tears but light,
Dusted in dreams in the beautiful sky.
Sparkling in love, Romance around,
With you near me, my tears of joy are crown.
For me it’s you who gives me the hope,
The fire to my soul, and love me as whole.
Simply because you’ve made me calm myself, with everything I already have
I’m proud of things that made me brave.
Didn’t I think about reaching to the stars?
To make it a reality, by fighting the chaos.
Possibilities are endless, just hold me and stand,
I’m going to meet you at the other end.
Isn’t it funny that we lose hope and react?
Our eyes speak our hearts with a slightest attack.
Each night there’s a darkness, but waiting for the dawn
The stars of my fate has been deployed,
I’ve come over with a lot of difficulties
And now my stars are crying in joy.
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