Memories of Dark Night!

And that’s completely fine to accept those days when you don’t see a clear sky. It’s fine that you embrace the darkness for a while.

There’s a heaviness inside your heart which keeps on eating you. Your little suppressed emotions are being crushed inside. The smile on your face is hiding the pain of your heart. You may be in front of the hundred and thousands of people but there’s something deep inside that makes you alone. You have people around you yet you find it hard to open your heart with anyone.

You maybe the most successful yet you crave for having what is and cannot be yours. You put yourself back in the past and forget to come back. There are nights when your panic attacks scream harder than your mouth can ever scream. There’s a point in the moment you don’t want to get out from, you stay there for a while and let each flame burn you until you are turned ashes.

There’s a void you cannot fill with everything you have and yet you crave to have everything which hardly makes sense.

On those nights you try to sleep as soon as you can and sleep won’t come. You’d remember the moments you thought not to think about ever. The best of the memories, which are and will always be remembered as memories.

And lastly, such nights won’t let your panic attack go even if you take your sleeping pills. The pain would leave you far away from where you find your peace and that’s how it makes sense. It leaves you all apart and tear your heart until it bleeds pain.

One step ahead, and game over.

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Sumit Yadav(25), popularly known as SumitOfficial, is a blogger from Mumbai who has been writing since 5 years, and has posted 600+ Blog Posts till now. He is an MBA and works in an Educational Industry in Mumbai as a Senior Career Consultant. His spare-time activities include creative things like -- Acting, Photographing, mimicking, singing. He has worked with Radios, appeared on National TV, interviewed authors, appeared on newspapers for multiple activities, and has written reviews for magazines. Also, he's been consistently writing offline in his journals for more than 875+ days now. He believes in Continuous Progression, and Exponential Growth. 

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34 thoughts on “Memories of Dark Night!”

  1. The best line that has got imprinted so deep after reading your blog. Thankyou for the wonderful line ‘ There’s a void you cannot fill with everything you have and yet you crave to have everything which hardly makes sense.’ Sometimes in life you need just a line to tell you how your life is, its exact the same, more peaceful than 30 minutes long video on any channel.

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      1. I’ve been undergoing a lot of things. Please consider it in a positive way. It’s like I was flying high in the sky but then I realised, one can fly in the sky, but can only stay on the ground.

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      1. Alright, in one way…..My Mama is admitted due to covid…..U see the family consists of many doctors, so we have whole ICU setup in our home…. Well he is ok….. Well gotta go attend my classes!
        Have a great day!

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  2. Those nights are hard. Meaning, every night is. Each and every night is but pain. You feel all those memories choking you to death, and yet you cannot die. The memories won’t die; and you cannot die with it. You try to sleep it all away; and yet sleep won’t even come to you. Worst is, you try to cry it all out loud just to end it all… And yet, there’s no more tears for you to cry. it’s unfair because you were supposed to feel numb; you’re supposed to not feel anything at all anymore… And yet you still feel it all. You feel it all. 💔

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