And that’s completely fine to accept those days when you don’t see a clear sky. It’s fine that you embrace the darkness for a while.
There’s a heaviness inside your heart which keeps on eating you. Your little suppressed emotions are being crushed inside. The smile on your face is hiding the pain of your heart. You may be in front of the hundred and thousands of people but there’s something deep inside that makes you alone. You have people around you yet you find it hard to open your heart with anyone.
You maybe the most successful yet you crave for having what is and cannot be yours. You put yourself back in the past and forget to come back. There are nights when your panic attacks scream harder than your mouth can ever scream. There’s a point in the moment you don’t want to get out from, you stay there for a while and let each flame burn you until you are turned ashes.
There’s a void you cannot fill with everything you have and yet you crave to have everything which hardly makes sense.
On those nights you try to sleep as soon as you can and sleep won’t come. You’d remember the moments you thought not to think about ever. The best of the memories, which are and will always be remembered as memories.
And lastly, such nights won’t let your panic attack go even if you take your sleeping pills. The pain would leave you far away from where you find your peace and that’s how it makes sense. It leaves you all apart and tear your heart until it bleeds pain.
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